Bleh..

I have a few things which I want to do currently.

First, I don’t think I want to read law for now..I plan to differ.

Secondly,.. I think I will stop working part time for now. I am just not into it anymore,

Third, I swear I will keep quiet more, in the sense of not discussing things which is not supposed to people who has big ass mouth.

Next, I plan to stop dancing.

I am just wondering, how does ciggs taste like? One of my darlink, Poh Yee asked me to try tho.hahahha..Okay,maybe i will..

I want a puppy.Yes, i do.

I want to go shopping and play badminton.Anyone free? I think this is the second time I am posting this question.

I want to eat salmon.

Last, *please be more undestanding..If I don’t pick up your call, its most probably I am busy,or to be exact,I don’t want to talk to you. If I never reply your message, stop sending it over and over again.One more, don’t buy me things laaa…I don’t like your stuffs *

*I got my own life and you know it*.:) And don’t you DARE give me advice. (RINGING ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO TELL ME ALL THIS NONSENSE IS JUST ANOTHER WAY FOR ME HATE YOU MORE.)


I know what I want myself.I don’t need your help ,cause=Total Useless.:)

I am EVIL..everyone knows that.

Cheers.

I’m dilemma..yes i am…

I am feeling so lost lately.

I don’t even know what am I doing at times,

Mostly, you can find me sitting down, very quiet, dreaming..

Well, worst, I don’t even know where am I heading too when I am driving,

And I will eventually end up at a corner of the world, places where I don’t want to go,

Still, I will parked my car, walked around like an idiotic.

I don’t bring along my phone or purse..Only with a piece of RM10 to keep me accompany.:)

Reached home pretty late, I don’t have the appetite to eat lately, partly, I want to diet also laaa..:P,

Go up straight to my room, lock the doors, hide under my blanket…,

There, tears start flowing down, ..

Ahh..so suffocating…I still take the initiative to wake up, go down and have a cold shower,

Feeling better, I try to read my law books,

Making me so tired after that, and there i go..falling asleep….very very late in the night.

I love 22!

I just can’t explain the love i have for the number 22.:)

I was shocked as someone came and tell me something.Argh.Was thinking really hard whether to confront a not.

I have sleepless nights.

I have been thinking so much, rolling here and there.

My period cramp was so bad the other day. I can’t even stand up and walk.Slept throughout the whole afternoon.

Had dinner with Ansyn *Darlink*. He had a glass of beer,ahh..looks extremely cute when this patch of red circles was around his eyes.’Like wearing a batman mask’

I straighten my hair back.Cost me RM222! See,the number?always 2 no matter what.*heart*

Ahh..not into doing anything lately.I am feeling over stress-ful.

Cheers!

Smile, stop frowning :)

I am not speaking.

Happy another month anniversay again Ansyn Darling Heart you

Finally i am done with all my assignments. Happy happy!

Not that happy after all.I am so fustrated these days, ahh, just don’t want to talk to anyone.

Bloody JPJ stopped me,they thought i was underaged

Mr.Chua, faster come back and take me out. Stupid Mr.Mah is busy with his (so called girlfriend ) and i am so gonna shoot him.Make me wait 2 hours and tell me he is not coming.What the hell!

Please let me sleep peacefully Mr.Mah,it has been nights i have not slept. Don’t you dare wake me up again and do stupid things.Jon, give him your number and make sure he saves it.

I just don’t feel like doing anything.I don’t even want to dress up.I prefer to stay in my pyjamas.Super Comfy!

I hate 2 people in my life.

I can’t wait to go off to UK this year, Cardiff,here i come.:)

So sleepy that i actually parked my car at the side and slept for 1 hour before i go home.:)

I don’t want to talk to anyone.So fustrated that i end p scribbling my papers instead copying notes.Good job.

Emo again.I am always so unhappy, i think when i’m 25 i will be looking like this

I want to do so many things,shop,badminton and etc..anyone interested?
\One more,i am so fond of hearts as well as purple roses this days.:) Anything with the heart shape..ahh..melt my heart

Anyone want to buy me this? I can be your date for 1 week

Cheers!

Birthday greetings :)

Something went wrong with my previous birthday greetings!So sorry Here,again, Happy Birthday Xiu Bin and Tze Lin.Wishing you all the best in everything. I hope you had a blast.

Once more, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

P/S:sorry tze lin,couldn’t make it to your party.

Cheers!

Kiasu-ness!

Okay,look at the title,its so obvious i am gonna bitch about some idiotics.

That is me!

I am damn bloody kiasu, and it is shown on me, explicitly.

AnSyn got blog, I must have blog.

AnSyn eats chee cheong fun, i more than him by 2 fishballs.

AnSyn got 3 cars, i have got 8.

AnSyn stupidness is 10%, I am 110%…ahahahahahahahhahaa

GTG kiasu.Chao!
(HE DID THIS WHILE I WAS ANSWERING A PHONE CALL)

See,who is the bad and annoying brat?

Okay,back to the point,kiasu-ness,

First situation,can you imagine entering class 2 hours earlier,and to find out all front places is being booked?what the hell,can you please leave some space for the others?And please, don’t you dare come tell me again’can you please go to the back,cause i can’t get the front place’WHAT THE HECK!you expect me to sacrifice my place for you bloody stinky ass?get alive laaa..You are lucky i swallowed my breath the other time.

Not to say you can’t book places,but please,can you be more considerate?I too book places for my friends,but not to the extend of 3 rows!

Next situation,common laa,since high school.It is just not good mixing with some extraordinary people. A tip,don’t ever ask this extraordinary people what to do in class.Cause,i guarantee,the reply would be, ‘i don’t know,or i don’t have the materials’.

Another situation,as usual,during exam period,there would be breaks in between 2 papers,do as what all the others do,study and read whatever you can during the break.Don’t ever stand up and ask certain people anything.Cause,again,the extraordinary people will not tell.Worst,the quickly close the book page,so you wouldn’t know what are they reading.So fast,even faster than the lightning.

Last but not least,try asking this extraordinary people what are they discussing,haha!They will automatically shut up for their good sake and say things like,‘nothing laaa..neh,yesterday i bla bla bla…

I don’t mean to say all this out here,but then i think there is a limit in everything you do.This post is written specially for *you*. I don’t need such fake people like you to be my friend,and bear in mind,i don’t need to rely on you to be success.Stop starring and giving signals to another party so that whatever you are discussing or doing are not being known.And,how come you don’t feel the shame when it comes to group eating and so on?You don’t even want to fock a single cent out to buy something and share but your mouth is eating like a buffalo! Don’t you feel shame munching people’s $$$

I got more to say but i don’t intend to say it all here.Too *sensitive*I am glad that the people i am mixing with now is not like that,only a few.But then,as i said.i don’t care.

One more,extraordinary people have good skills in acting!Pretending!

Heart those good people,hate those bad ones!

cheers.

PMS-ing

Ballet was fun yesterday,that’s also because Ms.Lo gave some praising laa..hehe:P I can’t deny,i prefer to do allegro compared to others,i hate pointe work the most,hurts like shit.Not that,i am always pms-ing when comes to dancing.I feel happy,i dance nicely,if not,oh shit,i always give big headaches to Ms.Lo.

I hate pms,i get annoyed so fast that i chose not to talk to anyone.Let my temper off so many times,mostly to dear Ansyn!:P Ok laaa,he still sayang me..haha,i hope so (feeling a bit guilty,a bit only:P) Worst is,i eat damn a lot during the pms-ing period and this make me fat day by day.My stomach is so big and round,and i believe it will be bigger than my head very soon!So big,till i can breath and die..:P

Stupid Rowena Lee is sitting next to me right now,doing her tutorial work,as usual la,she is pretending to be hardworking.hahaha I am so gonna shoot her,she actually off the whole computer while i am halfway surfing the net..ish ish,shoot you!

Ah,got to go for criminal tutorial now,oh between i only answered the first question for contract .:P

Cheers

Thank you Big Mummy

Speaking from the heart.

Growing up for last 19 years was great.So much happiness as well as tons of sadness.At times,i do look pretty much happy satisfied with everything,but the truth i’m not.

Feeling the way how i am feeling right now is a no-no situation.Being taken for granted by people you know and mix most is not good.At times,being taken more like a comparative mechanism is even worst.

Perhaps,you’ll be totally speechless like what happen most of the time when they tell you straight into your face,‘ahhh..you’re just not invited,or ahh..you’re just not the close one’ Pathetic although they did it indirectly.

Okay,at a certain point,i hate most,is being totally discriminated.What the hell,please don’t come and go like that!And mind you,don’t you dare to give excuses such as ‘oh,i thought this and that..bla bla bla‘

If you do intend to make me suffocate this way and cry under my blanket,please go away.I prefer to mix with others then.Get lost.